hi son i’ve only just been able to sit down and Write about the week leading up to us haveing to say our good byes.it started of that i woke up on the 3rd october about 11 i had a bit of a lay as been really busy with collage and exams.i remember ringing nan as this is what we do everyday we have aphone call its was about 1ish on this day well onthe phone i had a few missed calls said to nan thats a little weired next mine your dad rang so told nan i would ring her back so gets of the phone and rings your dad back thats when i heard the words that no mother whats to hear i get told that u are critical and are in hospital i rang nan back crying down the phone then i left nan and rang a taxi straight away i was crying down the phone to them with that a taxi turned straightup we got to the hospital so fast.i gets there still not knowing what has gone on then i gets told u had gone a sleep and had stopped breathing still in my head i thought  he is fine gets pulled in to the side room as social services was on the phone the doors had been left open and thats when i seen u get wheeled out with all the tubes ijust screamed out a scream i never thought i would ever hear me scream it still haunts me to this day i knew then u was fighting for your life. Will be contiuned😢😢